MIxed Feelings

I was looking through some stuffs and came upon some sweet nice memories which deep down I feel the emptiness despite having the fear of which I am always so afraid of.... Hahhaha.. I am not goin to elaborate whatever I am saying....

I feel like a tortoise and I am always hiding in my shell. Well, this is what I am feeling now...

Another day has passed and I still can't find which direction and route should I take.... Somehow I wish I have a guardian angel or sort to guide me and pull me out from my dreamy state of mind........